By Chance

“The more i practice, the luckier I get.” (Arnold Palmer) I asked Her “Where am I, I feel lost and asea?” She did not answer – I did not feel at home. So, I said, “Here I am, I am, who I am” Now, She answered and made me happy I asked Her, “what’s up, […]

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I Have a Dream

Your young shall have visions, and your old will dream dreams. I bend but do not snap. Stumble but do not fall. The way through is to trust; stand there to do something. Listen to the silence. Listen to the rancor. Listen to my neighbor. Listen to my shadow. I live life in discord; Love […]

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Alternative Facts

Don’t piss on my shoes and say it’s raining, duplicity is the real terrorist. We see, if you disagree, “you’re fired”. We hear, if you cause problems, you’re gone. Blow smoke up his ass and you’re admired. “Mandated” by the skin of his tooth, with factless frenzy, he betrays what’s real. It’s his truth and […]

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I exhaled a silent sigh, not an “aha”; it was “ahh”. With my eyes wide shut, I winced – I breathed in the restlessness while abating awakeness. I stood there, laying prostrate – I absorbed the energy, embracing the confusion. Reflecting my shadow self, the sun and the moon appear and emerge my nothingness. Spiritually […]

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The way is always through. Of course, this is nothing new. Sometimes I wait in silence, hoping the door will open on its own without offense. Alas, I must move again. But, my entry is blocked. Sheer strength will not make it give, I am closed and it is locked. Change I must if I’m […]

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I am who I am, I stand here and now. I loathe the dark and accept my shadow. I love the light and confuse clarity. Sometimes my heart conspires with my will. Sometimes my mind overrules my body. I straddle the truth. I live there and then. Resistance is futile, to plan pointless. To prepare […]

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Fear Itself

No one knows but me my fear No one cares or sheds a tear. To look with cursory glance, one would not have an inkling of my distress or trembling. Shoulders straight and chest held high, I walk with calm assurance playing an all-is-well stance. Alone in my room I cringe and anxiously I wallow […]

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“What are we but a shadow… of ashes and dust, a flower that blooms and withers” Incarnation Crucifixion Resurrection there is no plan and there is a way: we are co-creators the sacrifice sanctifies all: the reverse pathway our perfection is in being imperfect: God gives grace “We who abide in Love abide in God […]

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Let Go, Let God

It’s hard to give over control, as if, I ever had control. It’s hard to say, “I’ve lost control”, assuming I was in control. I’ve noticed some just want answers, and there are really no answers. I’ve noticed some make up answers, despite questions without answers. I cannot create solutions grasping at straws aren’t solutions. […]

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I hold onto being held – let go without letting go. Happiness is within reach of open palm and spread arms A closed hand makes a clenched fist, which neither points or picks up An extended hand shares life – halving sorrows and doubling joy. Embrace the Force that’s with us – God’s presence is […]

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