My God, hear me and listen to my outcry.
My heart is hurt and my soul is troubled
My days are wasted, and I cannot concentrate.
I am bewildered and need your help.
I am unsettled and want You to answer me.
I am totally distracted,
and I cannot get anything done.
I lie awake and cannot sleep.
I am losing it and cannot go on like this,
everyone makes fun of me and talks behind my back.
I know that you are upset with me
and I regret not abiding by your will.
You raised me up and then flung me down.
Have mercy on me and pity my desperate heart,
I have learned my lesson and I truly do fear the Lord.
Let this be my legacy;
Your will be done.
May all peoples, including those yet unborn,
know, love, and serve God,
who hears the groans of the demoralized and answers their prayers
*Reprayed in my voice